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Hey everyone,
I figured I would start off with something I actually enjoyed and ended up being helpful. If you follow me on social media, you may have heard back in August I had a death in my immediate family. In the midst of all that, I was also going through some pretty heavy shit before and after. I'm the exact opposite of religious but there are times when I take comfort in religious ceremony and, strangely enough, orthodox practices. What I'm trying to say is, I was watching The Last Temptation of Christ and made a connection with Lazarus of Bethany. This actually ended up on my AO3 account which I will never share so if you see it there and here just remember real Gs move in silence! Omerta and all that!
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Hi everyone, before I get into this post I just want to stress it's pretty much me speculating based off lived experience and things I've noticed and I'm in no way attempting to extrapolate information about society based on a Japanese street style lol. As a continuation of my first menhera post, this is basically just why I'm attracted to the fashion and why I think people that look like me might be drawn to it as well. If you have any insight yourself or even counterpoints you're always free to comment. No one is forcing me to make a disclaimer about this I'm just choosing to out of respect. That being said...
Content warning: this post will include description/discussion of topics surrounding mental health such as anxiety, triggers, depression, self-harm, suicidal ideation, and suicide. There will also be a few depictions of gory/horror material although not excessively graphic in my opinion. Pictures will be limited and purely for demonstration.
This is another from my FB challenge a while back and I'm not gonna lie, I love this story because it's sordid and cynical (and not representative of what I actually think, please don't come for me) and it marks the point where my writing shifted from cool & calculated to not giving two fucks. It's very stream of consciousness and I fully admit it makes no sense. It's very...Chuck Palahniuk? As much as I love it, I've also never had any real desire to shop it around anywhere. It's not bad and it's not TOO weird to make it somewhere, it's just one of those things I'd rather share for free and be on with it. I think it's because it's a little too early-aughts quirky, it feels like one of those "started from the bottom now we here" stepping stones to me being able to control my language. But looking back it's the surreal, cinematic direction I ended up taking. I feel like every few years I try to ape myself. It is very NSFW for language & sexual content.
What's up everyone,
Today I present you with maybe my personal favorite short story I've written to date haha. This was published back in 2013 in a web zine called Razordildo that is no longer with us, but with a name like that you can imagine what they published. WEEEIRDO isht. I loved it and I loved writing this, I just wish it had a better ending. I've been really thinking about re-working it or doing a Similar But Better but I don't know...the words seem to be ironclad? In short, I can't fuck with it. Please be warned it's a bit NSFW for sexual content. |
Ia! If you've come this far, you're either looking for weird or you know you've found it... TRESPASSING
September 2018
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